I FEEL EMPTY

I feel empty,

No I don’t need someone to fill me up,

Don’t get me wrong,

Empty not lonely,

It’s a certain deepness inside of me,

I don’t have the right words to explain it.

 

A certain feeling of longing,

Longing for purpose,

Longing for reason,

Longing for structure.

 

It’s so hardwired in me,

I feel empty without it,

I long for wholesomeness.

 

But then again, is this purpose what will fill me,

I’m I sure it’s exactly what I need,

The confusion,

The questions,

The frantic search for answers,

The ever ticking time.

 

I forget the denominator of who I want to be and who I am is me,

The wait is excruciatingly painful, exhausting,

I want it now,

But we can’t all have what we want,

Of course it can’t be that easy.

 

But I feel stuck,

I feel unsure,

What if it doesn’t work,

What if I never get there,

What if I can’t handle it.

 

What will fill my cup up?

This Post Has 11 Comments

  1. I just like how this pieces reflect our realities…waiting for part 2

    1. Thankyou. I try to talk about the issues that are relatable to us❤️

  2. This blog will fill my cup. First time on this blog and I camp here. ☺️

  3. OMG! I’m sure you wrote this for me to read. I’m freaking honored. Thank you! Thank you!

  4. My thoughts put into words…There’s no better day than today to read this.

  5. Mindblowing🙌..i love it

  6. 😙

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